windows live writter?

damn I spent some time to blog about the drinking session with the sins ppl
in windows live writter.
but ended up kenot be published.

WTF ???????

The Broken-up Brothers.

Brother told that
he has lost few kg weigh since he broke up with her gf.
because he couldn't sleep well for days.
he didn't have appetite to eat.

that was really quite true lar.

what i was surprised was.
he shared to the whole family.
that he was so sad.
that he cried for days.
that how much he wanted back her gf.

i was surprised because.
If I were him.
I don't tell the whole family
that how sad Im.

and now. He was out for the last gamble he said.
hahaha. went out to meet and talk to her gf.
good luck lar!

he usually acts like.
ruling the game. taking advantages.
last time when i broke up.
he commented in my FB wall.
"We will never beg for love.. Only chicks beg for our love"
and talking about "Lim's playboy dynasty".

loool. so funny rite.
i think. a good lesson for him also lar.= ))
Yang. you don't always view my blog one rite? haha

School Absence Day,

I started having serious cold/flu two days ago
and now finally I got fever.
I thought this morning I would get recovered
before I've to prepare to school.
But I din. so. decided to give myself an one-day-holiday.
had great breakfast.hohoho
so relaxing at home..XDD
fellas!! what period now at school!!?
lool.



honey.
for curing duno sore throat or flu ady@@
nvm. just drink lar!



corn flakes with FAVORITE MILK.
HL MILK.


and an order from my caring dad to sis.
loooool.

I dreamt about you last night.

Accepting. Letting Go.

memories have been recalling these days.
but I no longer feel sad or depress.







Places that we'd been.
Things that we'd done.
Route to your place.
Muslim prayers' praying noise from the mosque .
Bus stop where I usually waited for bus for half and hour to go home
before we started to drive.

I was like the guy in the pic.haha

So I guess That's the End of our Story.

-Kantoi, Zee Avi




I wanted to write alota things.
but I don't really know what i should write.
I will just write stuff that pop out.




I miss her alot.




It seemed like this is the only hell thing
I can write.





Life is full of unexpectedness.
We celebrated Christmas Eve.
days later...
it's funny. don't you think.


It is an
Unexpected and Unpredicted Ending
for me.





I know everyone, even this girl may say.
Life still move on.
Yes. Life move on.
I'll start working on my year plans.




but. I don't really want to forget about this girl.
who I had been protecting, guarding and taking care for years.
and now. I've to pass every responsibilities to another person.






will he take good care of her like how I did?
yes, I did take good care of you. didn't I?


You, N. may want to reply
"Yes, I will try my best dude. trust me."
in my Cbox.
but. I don't really want to see.
sorry.





I don't hate anyone.
I swear I don't.
serious shit here.





thousands Thanks to dear friends
who had showed supports and concerns.

the sinners. the brothers.
the sisters. the siblings.

if you don't really know what's happening.
then you should know how close you're with me.
and how much i care about you
or how much you care about me. lool


Ama >

Im sorry Ama.
I can't bring my girlfriend back for lunch
anymore.
she's no longer my girlfriend..
Im sorry Ama.

Ama, I hate you.
why you made me cry like when i was still a baby on your arms.
Im sorry ama.



I seriously don't know why i started crying when I write about Ama.





Ama, you don't have to be sad.
at least.
I had brought her to you for so many times.
and.
she had been taking care of your dearest kid all the time.
she had been growing up so much with your dearest kid for the passed few years.
she had been learning so much with your dearest kid for the passed few years.
she had been worrying you with your dearest kid.
she had been taking this relationship really so seriously.
she had been so struggling to make the last decision.



Bee >

can You promise me.

You would still visit Ama.
and You must be there at Ama's funeral in duno how many years later.
MUST. please.
I beg you.
Ama does really very care about You.
please.


I do hope Bee you also crying like me when you're viewing this blog.
but after the bloody crying.
continue on your studies.
you're running outta time for your final exam.
everything is over.
get a new life.
best wishes for you.



background song:

Nothing gonna change my love- Khalil Fong方大同



worst song ever.

memories last forever.

Nothing's Gonna Change My Love.

If I had to live my life without you near me

The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

* Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you *

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Just like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too