Christmas Eve preview*

Look out Point dinner









clubbing at Euphoria.

冬至快乐.

yesterday was 冬至.
which means something like.
midwinter.
families usually gather together and have dinner.

and prepare dessert which named 汤圆(TangYuan).lol
as below showed.


i ate two bowls of these!!
so colourful.hah

usually people use 糯米粉(glutinous rice flour==) and mix with water.
then the dough will be coloured by food pigment according to personal preferences.
or just leave it with its original beige color.

you could also add in fillings like minced peanuts, red beans
or whatever you may think of.

same as the passed 16years. (im 17yrs old now)
my family gathered at my ama place for a super heavy dinner.


see.

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my ama.









working at her paradise. (kitchen)
she turns old alot.
LOVE YOU FOREVER AMA.

Living Zombie.

i can't really tell what i feel.

i

feel like crying.
but i can't cry.
tears could only drip a few drops.

feel like talking to someone.
but i duno who to talk to.
can't easily talk to people i like.
boys nor girls.

have got no energy to quarrel with sis.
live like living zombie.

usually when bullshitting or crapping.
friends often say.
aiya.not happie den break lar.
what to worry. so many girls out thr.

when this serious case really come to you.
what u guys say are really craps.
where got so easy to make decision.
where got so hard-hearted.
where still got that mood to think of new girls.
where still got that mood to think of 30th dec party?
where still got that mood to think of where to go on Christmas eve or New Year eve?
you now give me hoegaarden beers or becks beer.
you now give me barcardi lemon. Jack Daniels'.
you now give me Marlborro Menthol.
you now ajak&belanja me clubbing.
you now ajak me watch 十月围城.

i also like.
living zombie.

when i talk about serious shit.
i talk seriously.
because i really care about that shit.
don't laugh and joke please.

sigh hwa.
bye bye. so good.
still go yamcha go play ball.

bye.
bye.

i started to
Live like living zombie.
i walked from Menara Public Bank to Bukit Nanas monorail station.
took train to Chow Kit station.
i walked to Chow Kit bus stop.
took bus to Jalan Ipoh.
i walked to school.

within this an hour time.
i was like thinking alot of things.
but ended up didn't know what i've been thinking.
my legs were just like switched to Automatic mode.
kept walking.

don't have to cheer me.
me myself don't even want to cheer myself.
just leave me alone.

First Short Film Production.

This is my First Short Film Production.
only used Windows Movie Maker.

before watching.

P/S :

just press play then pause.
and leave it for buffering until finish.
then.
please make sure Your speaker volume is LOUD enough.
or put on headsets.
to listen to its sound clips.
(if the song player at the side bar on the right side is bothering you.
pause it first= D )
Enjoy!!!
* watch until the end please < 333

remember to leave comments!!!!
Thanks!!

Not Drunk and Drive.

I've just received a mail from my Auntie.
which was.
a sad one.
a sad POEM.
*spend a minute to read it.
it is easy to read and understand.



I went to a party Mom,
I remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink, Mom,
So I drank soda instead.



I really felt proud inside, Mom,
The way you said I would.
I didn't drink and drive, Mom,
Even though the others said I should.



I know I did the right thing, Mom,
I know you are always right.
Now the party is finally ending, Mom,
As everyone is driving out of sight.



As I got into my car, Mom,
I knew I'd get home in one piece.
Because of the way you raised me,
So responsible and sweet.



I started to drive away, Mom,
But as I pulled out into the road,
The other car didn't see me, Mom,
And hit me like a load.



As I lay there on the pavement, Mom,
I hear the policeman say,
"The other guy is drunk," Mom,
And now I'm the one who will pay.



I'm lying here dying, Mom....
I wish you'd get here soon.
How could this happen to me, Mom?
My life just burst like a balloon.



There is blood all around me, Mom,
And most of it is mine.
I hear the medic say, Mom,
I'll die in a short time.



I just wanted to tell you, Mom,
I swear I didn't drink.
It was the others, Mom.
The others didn't think.



He was probably at the same party as I.
The only difference is, he drank
And I will die.



Why do people drink, Mom?
It can ruin your whole life.
I'm feeling sharp pains now.
Pains just like a knife.



The guy who hit me is walking, Mom,
And I don't think it's fair.
I'm lying here dying
And all he can do is stare.



Tell my brother not to cry, Mom.
Tell Daddy to be brave.
And when I go to heaven, Mom,
Put "GOOD BOY " on my grave.



Someone should have told him, Mom,
Not to drink and drive.
If only they had told him, Mom,
I would still be alive.



My breath is getting shorter, Mom.
I'm becoming very scared.
Please don't cry for me, Mom.
When I needed you, you were always there.



I have one last question, Mom.
Before I say good bye.
I didn't drink and drive,
So why am I the one to die?

was tipsy at Kiwi's place